PerfectSnoggings.

Dont ever look back.

Impossible ain't it. It has been days. or should i say week. Aha. Bummers. Alright alright. I met Up with my dear Guy Friend yesterday Dani after school. Promise him that i would reach Sky Park at 3 but instead i reach there around 440pm. Cruel aren't i. well he did say i am. i told him that girls need Lots of time getting ready. and by that i mean plenty!

First reach there i hug him so tightly. i miss him so damn much. and cried when he told me that his moving. but then he told me not to be sad.? whats that suppose to mean! doesn't mean he still leave in Singapore i cant be sad. Sigh. he use to leave just a few blocks away from mine and when I'm sick he always wait me up under my block and take me to see the doctor. or when I'm sad he will bring me out and cheer me up. but now how is he suppose to do that if he leave far from me.

Curses! i Almost cry again. but not anymore because we're going out again on Friday. hee. On our way home we saw this Beautiful magnificent gorgeous rainbow, aha. i wish that it'll last but it didn't. Gee.

I'm going now.

Bye Tods!

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on Thursday, February 19, 2009
at 6:35 AM

VdaySpecial??

Alright alright. there's nothing much to talk bout yesterday on February 14. everything sucks. everything just didn't go has plan. its like ending up my cousin and i split up and me and my girlfriend too. but its OK now. when home early because of something. i didn't feel like it yesterday. meet up with some of my classmates. but then for sure i had one hell of a fucking day.

Everything its like an obstacle for me. I've failed even thou i did my best. .
well what the heck. reach home chill myself out.Treat myself with a hot coco and some cookies! ehhe listning to song. all of a sudden fell a sleep and had a wonderfull dream in my fantasy world. aww.
alright then. for sure its till here. continue bout some other things then.

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on Sunday, February 15, 2009
at 7:24 AM

FromBoyToGirl.

Is this a boy or girl. haa. well it is a guy thou. when out for some group studies with a coup of friends on last saturday. we are done with our school work and stuff. then i was bored since all of the guys are gone to help that one chinese man to carry his stuff or something like that i guess. was sitting and bored with Mann. so i played with his hair.haha. this is how his hair looks like.

its a toncet man. guy. but what is it actually. hehe.. funny aint it. to me it is.. Owell. This friend of mine wouldnt mind so what the heck do i care right. heeh. he ask his sister after showing this picture to her then she called him a "bapok" more like a gay? haha..
well bulldozer! thats all. im off to bed now.

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on Thursday, February 12, 2009
at 7:43 AM

FlightyAsshole.

What more do you want from me? my friends my right. have i ever scolded you for being such an ass when you're not at home. i know your very mistake. but you only realise mine but not yours. you think you're perfect you're brave just because you know everything in this fucking world. well then ain't true. because guess what. you don't owe me!

i know my right and wrong. i got my own brain to use. why should you put yours in mine.
my life is my decision to make. since when my own brother is the boss of me.
if you dare interfere in my life again. i swear I'll bite you flighty asshole!

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on Tuesday, February 10, 2009
at 7:57 AM

Valent's

Was about to fall asleep tonight. But then my Brother knock on my Bedroom door just to talk to me about his date for valentine. i was impress and jealous at the same time. gee. I'm not that lucky aren't i. aha. he talk to me about what gonna happen at that day but then my mum interrupt and suddenly ask me. who's gonna be my valentine. i kept my mouth shut. goodness. its embarrassing o.k. so guess what i have doubts on people especially guys. aha. but then i still don't know who's gonna be my valentine.

its still a long way to go till its that day. so be patient! ha ha

Have fun people!

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on Sunday, February 8, 2009
at 8:17 AM

Thats just me.

Tonight.Tonight.

what am i suppose to do, i am thinking right now. i wanna do something. but i cant. im to tired and lazy to move around. my eyes are killing me. its torture! ha ha. imagine that people.
ha ha. Owell!just being myself tonight. and guessing what am i suppose to do with a guitar beside me. i played horribly! my brother just kept saying. "Enough! go to bed! don't dare touch or play it if you don't know how to play it" and i was like bullshit! cut the crap. i know how to play it. i was keep making such noises! ha ha. typical me. what can i say. that's just me.

alright alright. here's the deal.im falling. ha ha. falling?
what am i talking about. nah. i got a big crush on somebody. more like an admirer. ha ha. it is so old school. will tell him first thing first if i ever met up with him again, hope so. aw. what the heck. don't bother. What a bummer.

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on Saturday, February 7, 2009
at 7:49 AM

.OverBearing.

Listen. its not always about you o.k . it has to be about somebody else too.
why keep making people believe its the facts that you owe everything in this world.
you'll never know when it is gonna end.
listening to it. make me feel sick.
its the taste of the world that people want. having fun each day mingle around.
i would like that too.

you know, some people just don't get it. neither do i sometimes. i even get my self involve with things that i ain't suppose to get involve with. its so fast that i've turn 16 in just a blink of an eye that is how i feel. its so unpredictable how our future is gonna be like. whats gonna happen next.
i wonder, how can someone like you handle it. so patient. so calm. and hardly get mad. well i cant be somebody like you. im typical most of the time.

its hard to know people by their looks. and we cant just guess it can we.
i use to predict people by that. haha but now i still do. people think im this im that. but sometimes we arent what people think we are. a wise decision is possible. but we cant just go shoot everything at a the same time. haha.

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on Friday, February 6, 2009
at 7:37 AM

Bummer!Curses!

Damn.Been slurping hot coco almost everyday.

cutting down on my food thou. trying to loose some weight. goodness.

MOST people say ive gain lots. whats that suppose to mean. haaa.

well my hot coco make me feel better thou. im addicted to it. goodness!

Its been month since i've lost contact with him. yet it still remind me that i cant forget bout it.

haa..tonight.was terribly awful for me. ive learn someting new in friendship i guess.

there are times we could trust people there are time we cant. its the facts. now while drking my hot coco and typing my blog i really dont know what to do next.

listen to some crappy song. aha

well thats just me aint it.

its a lot of during the n's.have to think bout studies. whats gnna hppen next and stuff.

goodness!! im so freaking bore, sad.

my phone aint with me and so is my sim crd.i miss texing i miss having a phone. its ackney!

Done. done. done.

all is done next is time for me to go to me fantasy world had enough of reality today.

haha. whats next ? haha i mean tomorrow. dumdum!

i wanna go to my land! my la la land woohoo!!

ouhyuh! thanks dee for introduce to me that both song!

i cant stop listening to it!

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on Monday, February 2, 2009
at 6:38 AM